Saturday, March 27, 2010

It's been a busy week

I have been to a few events, a few dates, a few gatherings, all for the purpose to find myself and what social is about, what people want. I am slowly but surely getting close to my destination.

This is also the first time in 12 years since I left China that both of my parents are sick, unable to care for each other. With no relatives around, it's my mom's friends, coworkers took the job of caring for my mom while she had to lay in bed resting. My dad has been in hospital for 5 weeks, enduring some great pain around his waist due to some internal infection. It's the nature's law of aging, I am constantly thinking about what to do in the next 1 month, 6 months, 1 year, 2 years, next 5 years. Where would I end up? My parents are alone, old, weak, they need people to care about them, most importantly, they need the feeling of me be around.

That makes it critical for me to have my venture set up and be my own boss. I want to split time between US and China and care for them.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Falling love only once

Exactly 1 year after we tied the knots, almost one year since I saw her last time, I went to see the Indian movie "Love Aaj Kal" for its touching story line. How many times do we fall in love in our life? Once. You only fall in love once.

I honestly fell in love once with CR, losing her is the biggest loss in my life. I will never be able to recover and love another woman the same way I did her.