MOMA meeting
This is the first meeting we had for our launch party. I picked up Bunny at her place then parked near MOMA, we then went in MOMA coffee shop to meet Ryan and Ty and her friend. Since it was the first time we all meet in one place, a little bit awkward at the begining. Later on, we were able to discuss the agenda and promotion plan for the party. It was really a good discussion, short, efficient. Everyone knows what to do afterward. I felt close to Bunny, however long walks to House of Nanking and city's cold windy evening made me uncomfortable and anxious for my warm home. Maybe I am getting old. Bunny is too young. It's intriguing to figure out the flow between two people.
Unable to love
I find I am unable to love others that don't feel the vibe about everythings I feel around me. I am unable to love practical person. I am unable to love a person who does not understand suffering. I will not let my natual sexual instinct overpower my chase for the perfect one. I refuse and will not do that again.
Yellow
I can not believe I saw this guy's profile on fastcupid.com: the author of book "yellow" which I bought and read 3 years ago. That was something.
I will meet you, I will match your power
Discover http://www.maggie-gyllenhaal.net/
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"Secretary" is my newest favorite. And Maggie Gyllenhaal, the surprising sister of Jake Gyllenhaal (Brokeback mountain).
Whatever you do, don't jump into relationship talk too soon.
"I am your secretary...just one scoop of mush patato, four pieces of green peas"
Now I know
Why Lidia was hurt that much 4 years ago.
Danc got really nasty on me on the way driving back bay area, then she appologized. But the image lingers. I thought back what happened between Lidia and me in a drive searching for "Hollywood" sign 4 years ago. I got nasty on her, she loved me. But everything was gone after that.
What goes around, comes around.
I absolutely have no desire to spend more time with Danc.
Tahoe Tahoe
South lake Tahoe. I'm here for a ski vacation with Danc on a beautiful later front lodge, while she is sleeping, I "climbed" on my computer to check emails, work etc. I have spent most of my time alone or with someone, however this time around I feel the lonliest with her next to me. It was exactly 4 years ago the presedent's weekend Lidia and I spent a beautiful weekend in south lake tahoe, we were student, did not have much money to spend. Everything was on a budget, but I loved it and missed it so much while passing through those familiar places.
Bunny the rabbit
She is 19, with pierced nose, blue eyes, redish hair, very pretty, slightly overweight, very nice, very intelligent. Our first meeting a day after the valentine's day feels like a date more than anything else. She suggested somewhere near the water, ferry looking restaurant, we went to this hidden place on the water right below bay bridge, there was hardly anyone in there, it was late already. The old waiter kept asking us "are you ready to order", we both were full, not in the mood of ordering anything. She started with water, me with Coke; She has amazing smile, very deep, watery blue eyes looking at me while speaking, it feels real. I thought about my Valentine's dinner with Lidia 4 years ago on the water of Sausalito. It was romantic, but this one felt more natural. It just happened. Bunny is a very lovely girl, she did not have a date for Valentine, but she said it was better than any other valentine's day she had before, the entire city was her valentine, she said to me. So she decided to hand out free roses to strangers passing by on the San Francisco's streets. She said she is very much a visual person, she loves anything related to communicating to people. She thinks handing out stuff to real people works better than virtual promotion, she assured me my old website name does not work, my new name will be great, and we will have 500 people to the party plus she wants to help me redesign my business card. It was getting cold outside, I can see the layers of water waves moving to the shoreline and occassionally big trailer truck "quietly" passing through bay bridge, everything appears far away, peaceful. At one point, I wanted to kiss her, she looks very kissable. I decided to be a gentleman so I asked her to wait for me so I could open the car door for her. That made her smile and we hugged. It made up for all the stressful days I had.
