Always thinking

Frustrating

Somehow, a fun ski trip turned out to be a messy, disorganized, disappointing event. It's hard to say whose fault it is. Some people want to do lot of things at the same time, people come at different times, leave differently, some people have their ideas about where to ski, as opposed to one destination. Yes, it was fun to ski or snowboard. But it was not to lose friends, interrupt plans, and have people bail out. I didn't stay in the same ride with some people, there are many reasons I couldn't, first people have to click, sometime I don't feel comfortable with people who don't make efforts to befriends, I am a flexible person, I can go anywhere to ski to have a good time instead of some set in the stone place that I have to go, you might have those in mind, but it would be much easier for others to accept it if they are conveyed such that it doesn't appear to be an order. What shoud I say? I spent $300 and lost faith in couple of friends and have an important plan completely destroyed. Probably not, historically, I often outperform or suprise people when others bail out, quit, or have no faith in me. I have faith in myself and I will do it all alone: building up the teams, finish the business plan, find the funding, make things happen. Only me can change my destiny. So, friends, business, relationships, it all start from 2004.

posted by Road less travelled @ 12:47 PM