Always thinking

Bay, wind, people

That is the talk of the day. Waking up early, but getting up late, I went to berkeley marina around 1 pm, when the weather looks gloomy, sfc seems closer, bluer, not many people are on the bay surfing/sailing. I wondered why? Wind started to pick up shortly after I swinged off the inner surfing area, more accurately, I almost reached Emerivill's side of the bay: that is when I got a bit ambitious and switched to 558 sailL. I couldn't believe there is such a huge difference when uphaulting 558 and 4 sized sail. It just seemed so much heavier that I eventually changed back to 423. Everything seemed so smooth until I almost reached the end of bay again, when dayleader somehow spotted me through "telescope" and insisted I was way off the boundary for a novice. He offered a long "ride" back "home" and asked me to "see" him after I was done. The result was obvious. I was suspended for a few days before returning to the CSC next time, when it will be Tuesday, literally it won't affect me at all since I can only come over once a week.

Wind continued to pick up, it's 6pm, it's time to go home, and time to call Lesllie for tonight's party. She seemed happy to hear from me. Our ride to Alex's home was smooth, while she picked bunch of fruits from Safeway (she insisited to pay, what can I say). I knew she would fit in well in this crowd, however I didn't expect her to fit in so well. I know there is no competition there but I did get a bit jealous when other guys started to endlessly talk to her. Eventually we left early with lots of question marks in mind. There is always lot of guessing, thinking about how your date think of your date. I am getting a bit anxious, this time, since I feel I started to like her little by little, maybe even picture her to be my gf, which is significant to me. But she didn't entired be honest with me by words, so I continue to guess. That's when the happiness becomes questionable. I wanted to call her now to let her know I didn't see her enough tonight. But that might sound stupid, aggressive or dump! Should I call her tomorrow to ask her out to do something? She already said she would be busy?

I only wish people can be straightforward with each other.

Evelynn, Judy, Kwan continue to be single.
Jean continues to draw whoever followers she knew she would never like, but she just couldn't find those she might be falling love with.
Alex continues to appear as a player.
Jane continues the hubby talk with her very honest looking hubby.
There were two tall teenager girls who somehow mixed into these aged young crowd. They seemed fitting in ok.
Oh, Ceicillia, finally, she asked me what was going on between me and Lesillie, and she went straight with me about her new well established boyfriend, who is a kidney doctor, who is very bookish and handsome looking. I guess I just know Ceicillia too well.
Paul and Angie are leaving for Paris in two weeks, somehow, I never got to know them well.
And James, who continues to behave like a child. Finally, welcome Jonnathan, this Harvard JD, to CSPA single club..

Oh, human......

posted by Road less travelled @ 12:10 AM